已经很久没痛的背
又痛了
已经平复了的心情
又乱了
太多的事
措手不及
一夜之间，
长大了
不计较了~无所谓了
没什么好要求的了
日子过得去就好
轻生？说得倒容易
有多少人做到
解决不到的问题
倒不如丢在一边
没什么大不了
太看重
反而伤的更重
寻寻觅觅
寻不回 那个我
找找寻寻
找不回 当初
这又有什么大不了
日子 过了就好
2014年8月5日星期二
6/8/2014
6/8/14
好快就一年了，
一年前，自己还兴致勃勃的为你准备礼物
一年后，我竟然犹豫着要不要说生日快乐
时间好残酷，说变就变
我不知道这样的改变对不对
我只知道
长痛不如短痛
他一直说我冷血
谁知道
我晚睡的原因
是因为不想面对 闭上眼睛的那刻
那恼人的画面
有谁会喜欢分离
若分离可以带来更好的改变
何乐而不为
一直告诉自己
要忘记 要习惯 要独立
没错，是“装” 得很坚强
无所谓，因为错的是我
至少我是这么认为 心里才会好过
没有刻意去告诉大家
因为不想有人挑起疙瘩
有谁真的可以做到无所谓
我不怪他
也许他这样想会好过一些些
把问题怪在人家身上 推搪责任 无所谓
我不怪他
庆幸自己抽得快 厌恨自己当初陷得太快
伤害了别人 苦了自己
爱啊~真是让人又爱又恨
拳头不能解决问题 你知不知道
说过多少次了 你又有多少次听进去
不要在失去了 还在那里苦苦哀求
不要总是在失去了 才来补救
累了 说什么都没用
什么时候才会成熟？
有时还真的想认了~
无所谓 这已经不重要
就算事情已经成真的
我也只能 说声抱歉 错过了 就是错过了
拍拍脑袋 这样就一天了
好快就一年了，
一年前，自己还兴致勃勃的为你准备礼物
一年后，我竟然犹豫着要不要说生日快乐
时间好残酷，说变就变
我不知道这样的改变对不对
我只知道
长痛不如短痛
他一直说我冷血
谁知道
我晚睡的原因
是因为不想面对 闭上眼睛的那刻
那恼人的画面
有谁会喜欢分离
若分离可以带来更好的改变
何乐而不为
一直告诉自己
要忘记 要习惯 要独立
没错，是“装” 得很坚强
无所谓，因为错的是我
至少我是这么认为 心里才会好过
没有刻意去告诉大家
因为不想有人挑起疙瘩
有谁真的可以做到无所谓
我不怪他
也许他这样想会好过一些些
把问题怪在人家身上 推搪责任 无所谓
我不怪他
庆幸自己抽得快 厌恨自己当初陷得太快
伤害了别人 苦了自己
爱啊~真是让人又爱又恨
拳头不能解决问题 你知不知道
说过多少次了 你又有多少次听进去
不要在失去了 还在那里苦苦哀求
不要总是在失去了 才来补救
累了 说什么都没用
什么时候才会成熟？
有时还真的想认了~
无所谓 这已经不重要
就算事情已经成真的
我也只能 说声抱歉 错过了 就是错过了
拍拍脑袋 这样就一天了
2013年3月20日星期三
2013年3月19日星期二
回来了
好久好久没更新了~
因为忙吗？不是~~
因为没有东西写？不是~（我可有很多事想报告）
不懂哦~时间就这样飞逝~
很快，来到了第三学期，
大考就快要来了
第一次有不安的感觉~
很不安~
跟他在一起快半年了吧~
好快~
可是跟他见面的次数少之又少~
看到人家可以天天见面，心里难免会嫉妒~
但是看到有人时不时吵架，
自己会很庆幸他够疼我^.^
怎么个疼法？我不知道~用心感觉咯~
我只知道比别人好~
他朋友都快受不了了~~XD
谁说狮子座很霸道？
我反而觉得我这个金牛比他还凶咧~
谁说狮子座爱面子？
在我面前，他可以把面子丢掉~
谁说狮子座大男人？
他比我还小女人XDD
谁说狮子座难以“管教”？
他可是被我影响了~
谁说狮子座野蛮？
在我面前，他敢？！
呵呵呵~~~
paiseh paiseh~我这个女朋友就是那么霸道
就只有你忍得了我...
就像当初我跟senior说的一样~
我野蛮又怎样？我蛮不讲理又怎样？
我相信有一天有人会因为我的野蛮，我的霸道
对我不离不弃~
^^
这个傻佬做了一件超傻的事，
竟然因为我的一句话~
开了个部落格
而且到现在才让我知道@@
内容虽然精简，
但是足以感动我这座冰山
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某某人
“这部落格的出现，原应只有一个。。。上天的旨意。哈哈哈~
因为忙吗？不是~~
因为没有东西写？不是~（我可有很多事想报告）
不懂哦~时间就这样飞逝~
很快，来到了第三学期，
大考就快要来了
第一次有不安的感觉~
很不安~
跟他在一起快半年了吧~
好快~
可是跟他见面的次数少之又少~
看到人家可以天天见面，心里难免会嫉妒~
但是看到有人时不时吵架，
自己会很庆幸他够疼我^.^
怎么个疼法？我不知道~用心感觉咯~
我只知道比别人好~
他朋友都快受不了了~~XD
谁说狮子座很霸道？
我反而觉得我这个金牛比他还凶咧~
谁说狮子座爱面子？
在我面前，他可以把面子丢掉~
谁说狮子座大男人？
他比我还小女人XDD
谁说狮子座难以“管教”？
他可是被我影响了~
谁说狮子座野蛮？
在我面前，他敢？！
呵呵呵~~~
paiseh paiseh~我这个女朋友就是那么霸道
就只有你忍得了我...
就像当初我跟senior说的一样~
我野蛮又怎样？我蛮不讲理又怎样？
我相信有一天有人会因为我的野蛮，我的霸道
对我不离不弃~
^^
这个傻佬做了一件超傻的事，
竟然因为我的一句话~
开了个部落格
而且到现在才让我知道@@
内容虽然精简，
但是足以感动我这座冰山
---------------------------------------------------------------------------
某某人
“这部落格的出现，原应只有一个。。。上天的旨意。哈哈哈~
和某某人聊玩天后，这个部落格就诞生了。。。
难道某某人就是上天？
我还没酱厉害吧，能和上天聊。。。
但，有一点我敢说的是。。。
某某人，就是月老把我和她绑起来的那个人xD
某某人，改变我的态度。。。
某某人，改变我的坏习惯。。。
也因为某某人，我变得更有上进心。。。
这上进心来之哪里???
来自要给家人和某某人幸福的未来。。。
那，为什么某某人要那么用心良苦呢？
我相信，这就是x的力量。。。使到某某人不计较我的过去。
用她那最纯正心去纠正我。。。
到底某某人是谁呢？
只有某某人知道~~ ”
错字很多~哈哈哈~但很感人了~~ XD
谢谢你~谢谢你~凯升
2013年1月25日星期五
2012年10月15日星期一
15/10/2012
yeah~today is my first day for my new sem~
i was unwilling to wake up =[
my timetable cacat one!!
one class each day!! can't go bec home town oftenly~ T.T
as winny said, to be the winner of the war and love~
for me, war is somehow the war in myself~
which means i have to fight for my new sem ~
by the way,i have no subject that is 'major' in this sem @@
no GPA will be calculated~omg~ the war of fighting for my timetable
next~
to be the winner of love~
i am gonna to find someone
-that love me more than i lobbe him
-look like a kid when be wit me
-care everything about me
-count ‘大姨妈’ hahahahaha
talking nonsense already ^^
hope to settle my timetable soon T.T
i was unwilling to wake up =[
my timetable cacat one!!
one class each day!! can't go bec home town oftenly~ T.T
as winny said, to be the winner of the war and love~
for me, war is somehow the war in myself~
which means i have to fight for my new sem ~
by the way,i have no subject that is 'major' in this sem @@
no GPA will be calculated~omg~ the war of fighting for my timetable
next~
to be the winner of love~
i am gonna to find someone
-that love me more than i lobbe him
-look like a kid when be wit me
-care everything about me
-count ‘大姨妈’ hahahahaha
talking nonsense already ^^
hope to settle my timetable soon T.T
2012年9月15日星期六
2012年8月29日星期三
30/8/2012
迈入第十四个星期，小考都纷纷落幕，迎接我的将会是断断续续的挑战~
考试不断~挫折一波接着一波~
没有喘息的机会~
在这里遇到了各种各样的角色~
最重要的是遇到一个算是知己的，蓝颜还是红颜，哈哈~自己猜~
这个人，我没话说~
完美？不算~
总是为别人着想~
害怕我累坏~急着要帮我完成功课~
害怕我忘记睡觉，每天都会定时提醒我去睡觉~
还有另一个，
蓝颜还是红颜，也是自己猜，哈哈哈哈~
这个人，
也是一个只会想别人的~
害怕我饿坏，定时叫我吃饭，就算肥死也要饱死~
害怕我背痛，每天都会讯息来叫我做运动~
简直是长气到没有人有~
我很珍惜这两个人~只希望这一切可以维持下去~不变~
因为我暂时不想有任何的改变~
我自私的希望着~
考试不断~挫折一波接着一波~
没有喘息的机会~
在这里遇到了各种各样的角色~
最重要的是遇到一个算是知己的，蓝颜还是红颜，哈哈~自己猜~
这个人，我没话说~
完美？不算~
总是为别人着想~
害怕我累坏~急着要帮我完成功课~
害怕我忘记睡觉，每天都会定时提醒我去睡觉~
还有另一个，
蓝颜还是红颜，也是自己猜，哈哈哈哈~
这个人，
也是一个只会想别人的~
害怕我饿坏，定时叫我吃饭，就算肥死也要饱死~
害怕我背痛，每天都会讯息来叫我做运动~
简直是长气到没有人有~
我很珍惜这两个人~只希望这一切可以维持下去~不变~
因为我暂时不想有任何的改变~
我自私的希望着~
2012年8月13日星期一
2012年7月19日星期四
2012年7月9日星期一
2012年7月7日星期六
2012年7月1日星期日
2012年6月26日星期二
recording~~
hehehe~~ i am going to record something here~~><
yeah~~finally i asked what kek lam is studying right now~~something make me shock,he said he is taking chinese medicine..something unpredictable...and he has to study for 5 more years!!oh my god~~
another thing is i have broke my own record! i slept at 6am because of watching euro cup 2012~~unbelievable~~and some how kah shen also watched the same match in ghany's corner~~ he wonder why was i watching euro cup as he saw no girls in the ghany's corner~~~
haha~i invited him to kl to watch football along and yet he said it is too far .however he asked me to go bec kampar since kl has no leng zai at all...by the way,i dont think there is any in kampar too...he said he is the only one there~~walao!!he looked so different that day!!
and i found something ~~~robert,my housemate seems to be fired ady....because he dint go for work for some many days ady...he said human lives to enjoy but not work!! @@ whatever...his business~~
yeah~~finally i asked what kek lam is studying right now~~something make me shock,he said he is taking chinese medicine..something unpredictable...and he has to study for 5 more years!!oh my god~~
another thing is i have broke my own record! i slept at 6am because of watching euro cup 2012~~unbelievable~~and some how kah shen also watched the same match in ghany's corner~~ he wonder why was i watching euro cup as he saw no girls in the ghany's corner~~~
haha~i invited him to kl to watch football along and yet he said it is too far .however he asked me to go bec kampar since kl has no leng zai at all...by the way,i dont think there is any in kampar too...he said he is the only one there~~walao!!he looked so different that day!!
and i found something ~~~robert,my housemate seems to be fired ady....because he dint go for work for some many days ady...he said human lives to enjoy but not work!! @@ whatever...his business~~
2012年6月17日星期日
18/06/2012
yup! is already 12am midnight~~~~
and what am i doing? i suppose to sleep at this moment~~
well~~ this is very normal since i came here for 4th week
i encounter the haze here...this may b the 2nd time~~
and the consequence is i got sick!!
whao~~ mayb because of the chocolate drink i took in starbucks ~~~haze some more~~
that's why~~ my body cannot fight against them~~
haiz~~
i am so worry~~i hope i can recover by today before i go to school~~
i dont want to be sick~~ so pity!!
and what am i doing? i suppose to sleep at this moment~~
well~~ this is very normal since i came here for 4th week
i encounter the haze here...this may b the 2nd time~~
and the consequence is i got sick!!
whao~~ mayb because of the chocolate drink i took in starbucks ~~~haze some more~~
that's why~~ my body cannot fight against them~~
haiz~~
i am so worry~~i hope i can recover by today before i go to school~~
i dont want to be sick~~ so pity!!
2012年6月9日星期六
YEAR 1 Sem 1 WEek 2
already week 2 in Setapak~
what can i say about Setapak? nothing interesting~~ i think the most annoying is the toilet problem~~ i think the house leader already impatient...hehehe
oh ya! i made some friends here~the first one should be o-level~ well , i only know his chinese name..he is quite weird ...somehow i can say is terrible~~he can appear in front of us any time as he wishes...and this made me feel weird and i duno how to describe~~ ok, i am happy of being his friend as long as he behaves as normal as others..
the second one is a girl, i also know her chinese name only...she is quite nice as well~~from PJ campus~~
few days ago,we met an indian man on the way to the bus station. He seemed to be so weird and terrible~~ he followed where we went and continuously waving his hand...we were so shocked and ran away with a UTAR girl as well.Finally, we have to take metrobus instead of waiting the UTAR bus ...and this made me sweat before the class started.. fortunately, i wore dark blue color shirt~~~
the most challenging task now is learning japanese~~well,it is interesting but nothing is easy~~ i have to learn the hiragana within a week and there will be a spelling test next week...hajimemashite..watashi wa cecellia desu...Utar no gakusei desu~~~ dozo yoroshiku onegaishimase...
gambateh
what can i say about Setapak? nothing interesting~~ i think the most annoying is the toilet problem~~ i think the house leader already impatient...hehehe
oh ya! i made some friends here~the first one should be o-level~ well , i only know his chinese name..he is quite weird ...somehow i can say is terrible~~he can appear in front of us any time as he wishes...and this made me feel weird and i duno how to describe~~ ok, i am happy of being his friend as long as he behaves as normal as others..
the second one is a girl, i also know her chinese name only...she is quite nice as well~~from PJ campus~~
few days ago,we met an indian man on the way to the bus station. He seemed to be so weird and terrible~~ he followed where we went and continuously waving his hand...we were so shocked and ran away with a UTAR girl as well.Finally, we have to take metrobus instead of waiting the UTAR bus ...and this made me sweat before the class started.. fortunately, i wore dark blue color shirt~~~
the most challenging task now is learning japanese~~well,it is interesting but nothing is easy~~ i have to learn the hiragana within a week and there will be a spelling test next week...hajimemashite..watashi wa cecellia desu...Utar no gakusei desu~~~ dozo yoroshiku onegaishimase...
gambateh
2012年6月6日星期三
KL life~
Indeed~ I have stayed here almost 2 weeks ady~
I have gone through different life here~
although the study environment has changed,my classmates are almost the same~almost all of us from physics stream come here~
My FIRST year, FIRST sem and SECOND week here~
yup~KL is very hot~ almost 38 degree celsius~
The aircond in the DK4 seems doesnt work at all~~calm down~~there is still 3 more years to go!
Went to KLCC last week~with my senior and YUjin~yup~~overspent~but this is not the main point ok?~
nothing to shop but can see many tourists from other country~all white in color...><
we have walked for a long long journey~first time took LRT although i have to stand over the journey~
LAstly~we chased the bus to go back~ I like the night view very much!
IT's ok with the meal in KL~well~IT's TOO expensive~but that is quite normal in KL~
I found that SETAPAK is full of "Ban Mian"~~what pattern also can be found~yet,the price~~~
I have been tested almost all of the restaurants here~OMg~what am I going to eat in the next 3 years~~???FAINT!
I am quite free these days because some of the classes will only start next week~yet,i have to go to school for 6 days? Why meiguan has only 4 school days but I am HAVING 6 DAYS instead? unfair!! This will be going on for 4 months as well~oh god
the thing that i really cant tahan is the FREE Karaoke !!! It is done 3 times per day~! HOw am I going to tahan all these~~well~~~the most important thing is the high key~~~!! OMG~~IT annoys me again~~AH AH AH~~~
ALL in all ,I hope everything wil be fine in these 3 years~ i wish~~
I have gone through different life here~
although the study environment has changed,my classmates are almost the same~almost all of us from physics stream come here~
My FIRST year, FIRST sem and SECOND week here~
yup~KL is very hot~ almost 38 degree celsius~
The aircond in the DK4 seems doesnt work at all~~calm down~~there is still 3 more years to go!
Went to KLCC last week~with my senior and YUjin~yup~~overspent~but this is not the main point ok?~
nothing to shop but can see many tourists from other country~all white in color...><
we have walked for a long long journey~first time took LRT although i have to stand over the journey~
LAstly~we chased the bus to go back~ I like the night view very much!
IT's ok with the meal in KL~well~IT's TOO expensive~but that is quite normal in KL~
I found that SETAPAK is full of "Ban Mian"~~what pattern also can be found~yet,the price~~~
I have been tested almost all of the restaurants here~OMg~what am I going to eat in the next 3 years~~???FAINT!
I am quite free these days because some of the classes will only start next week~yet,i have to go to school for 6 days? Why meiguan has only 4 school days but I am HAVING 6 DAYS instead? unfair!! This will be going on for 4 months as well~oh god
the thing that i really cant tahan is the FREE Karaoke !!! It is done 3 times per day~! HOw am I going to tahan all these~~well~~~the most important thing is the high key~~~!! OMG~~IT annoys me again~~AH AH AH~~~
ALL in all ,I hope everything wil be fine in these 3 years~ i wish~~
2012年4月18日星期三
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