当我以为一切都是理所当然时,
原来一切都只是一厢情愿
笑自己傻
傻得太傻
傻得笨
傻得白痴
一次又一次的伤害
一次又一次的教训
原来一直活在梦里
多少的夜晚
都是在泪床中度过
转过头
才发现
都白流了
不值得
一句话
你是??
哈哈
太傻
太傻
无言
无奈
。。。。
原来梦醒了
就是现实
我宁愿一辈子醒不来
至少不用承受醒来过后的感伤
伤?
不够伤
伤了又怎样
跌了又怎样
爬起来就好
到头来
只不过是熟悉的陌生人
在意什么
没什么值得在意
答应自己
放纵了
就该醒了。。
2012年7月9日星期一
2012年7月7日星期六
7/7/2012
生活很累,也许是因为某些事~
很累很累~想着些无关要的~
回忆是什么?
我可以不要嘛?
折磨~
谁说忘记不需要努力~
骗人的~
心很疼~
很疼~
低估了你带来的伤害~
我以为一切已成为过去
原来一直以来,我只是带上了伪装的面具。
让人猜不透!
也不想让人猜~
我不好~
我很累~
我不想想~
但是没办法不想~
你给我的太多。。
留下的更多!
多到我无法透气~
泪,再次流下。。
擦不完~
也不想擦~
不知道有哪一天,那个情景又发生~
你开始这一切,
最后让我结束吧!
很累很累~想着些无关要的~
回忆是什么?
我可以不要嘛?
折磨~
谁说忘记不需要努力~
骗人的~
心很疼~
很疼~
低估了你带来的伤害~
我以为一切已成为过去
原来一直以来,我只是带上了伪装的面具。
让人猜不透!
也不想让人猜~
我不好~
我很累~
我不想想~
但是没办法不想~
你给我的太多。。
留下的更多!
多到我无法透气~
泪,再次流下。。
擦不完~
也不想擦~
不知道有哪一天,那个情景又发生~
你开始这一切,
最后让我结束吧!
2012年7月1日星期日
1/7/2012
七月的第一天,那么快,半年就过了,很快,2012就要过了~
今天很不快乐,虽然Japanese 的ONline Quiz拿满分,但是~~
想哭,却哭不出,是眼泪流干了吗?还是自己其实没那么难过。。
給了教训,痛的,竟然是自己。。是感情太丰富?还是。。
我不懂~原来自己还是躲在框框里,锁死了,看不到外面~~
那又怎样?
没事的。。屡次告诉自己,提醒自己,没什么大不了。。过了就好~
反正一切不会有什么改变。。
放空,回想自己的傻,无知。。。
笑笑~过了一天,反正自己没什么时间,过了就好~
今天很不快乐,虽然Japanese 的ONline Quiz拿满分,但是~~
想哭,却哭不出,是眼泪流干了吗?还是自己其实没那么难过。。
給了教训,痛的,竟然是自己。。是感情太丰富?还是。。
我不懂~原来自己还是躲在框框里,锁死了,看不到外面~~
那又怎样?
没事的。。屡次告诉自己,提醒自己,没什么大不了。。过了就好~
反正一切不会有什么改变。。
放空,回想自己的傻,无知。。。
笑笑~过了一天,反正自己没什么时间,过了就好~
2012年6月26日星期二
recording~~
hehehe~~ i am going to record something here~~><
yeah~~finally i asked what kek lam is studying right now~~something make me shock,he said he is taking chinese medicine..something unpredictable...and he has to study for 5 more years!!oh my god~~
another thing is i have broke my own record! i slept at 6am because of watching euro cup 2012~~unbelievable~~and some how kah shen also watched the same match in ghany's corner~~ he wonder why was i watching euro cup as he saw no girls in the ghany's corner~~~
haha~i invited him to kl to watch football along and yet he said it is too far .however he asked me to go bec kampar since kl has no leng zai at all...by the way,i dont think there is any in kampar too...he said he is the only one there~~walao!!he looked so different that day!!
and i found something ~~~robert,my housemate seems to be fired ady....because he dint go for work for some many days ady...he said human lives to enjoy but not work!! @@ whatever...his business~~
yeah~~finally i asked what kek lam is studying right now~~something make me shock,he said he is taking chinese medicine..something unpredictable...and he has to study for 5 more years!!oh my god~~
another thing is i have broke my own record! i slept at 6am because of watching euro cup 2012~~unbelievable~~and some how kah shen also watched the same match in ghany's corner~~ he wonder why was i watching euro cup as he saw no girls in the ghany's corner~~~
haha~i invited him to kl to watch football along and yet he said it is too far .however he asked me to go bec kampar since kl has no leng zai at all...by the way,i dont think there is any in kampar too...he said he is the only one there~~walao!!he looked so different that day!!
and i found something ~~~robert,my housemate seems to be fired ady....because he dint go for work for some many days ady...he said human lives to enjoy but not work!! @@ whatever...his business~~
2012年6月17日星期日
18/06/2012
yup! is already 12am midnight~~~~
and what am i doing? i suppose to sleep at this moment~~
well~~ this is very normal since i came here for 4th week
i encounter the haze here...this may b the 2nd time~~
and the consequence is i got sick!!
whao~~ mayb because of the chocolate drink i took in starbucks ~~~haze some more~~
that's why~~ my body cannot fight against them~~
haiz~~
i am so worry~~i hope i can recover by today before i go to school~~
i dont want to be sick~~ so pity!!
and what am i doing? i suppose to sleep at this moment~~
well~~ this is very normal since i came here for 4th week
i encounter the haze here...this may b the 2nd time~~
and the consequence is i got sick!!
whao~~ mayb because of the chocolate drink i took in starbucks ~~~haze some more~~
that's why~~ my body cannot fight against them~~
haiz~~
i am so worry~~i hope i can recover by today before i go to school~~
i dont want to be sick~~ so pity!!
2012年6月9日星期六
YEAR 1 Sem 1 WEek 2
already week 2 in Setapak~
what can i say about Setapak? nothing interesting~~ i think the most annoying is the toilet problem~~ i think the house leader already impatient...hehehe
oh ya! i made some friends here~the first one should be o-level~ well , i only know his chinese name..he is quite weird ...somehow i can say is terrible~~he can appear in front of us any time as he wishes...and this made me feel weird and i duno how to describe~~ ok, i am happy of being his friend as long as he behaves as normal as others..
the second one is a girl, i also know her chinese name only...she is quite nice as well~~from PJ campus~~
few days ago,we met an indian man on the way to the bus station. He seemed to be so weird and terrible~~ he followed where we went and continuously waving his hand...we were so shocked and ran away with a UTAR girl as well.Finally, we have to take metrobus instead of waiting the UTAR bus ...and this made me sweat before the class started.. fortunately, i wore dark blue color shirt~~~
the most challenging task now is learning japanese~~well,it is interesting but nothing is easy~~ i have to learn the hiragana within a week and there will be a spelling test next week...hajimemashite..watashi wa cecellia desu...Utar no gakusei desu~~~ dozo yoroshiku onegaishimase...
gambateh
what can i say about Setapak? nothing interesting~~ i think the most annoying is the toilet problem~~ i think the house leader already impatient...hehehe
oh ya! i made some friends here~the first one should be o-level~ well , i only know his chinese name..he is quite weird ...somehow i can say is terrible~~he can appear in front of us any time as he wishes...and this made me feel weird and i duno how to describe~~ ok, i am happy of being his friend as long as he behaves as normal as others..
the second one is a girl, i also know her chinese name only...she is quite nice as well~~from PJ campus~~
few days ago,we met an indian man on the way to the bus station. He seemed to be so weird and terrible~~ he followed where we went and continuously waving his hand...we were so shocked and ran away with a UTAR girl as well.Finally, we have to take metrobus instead of waiting the UTAR bus ...and this made me sweat before the class started.. fortunately, i wore dark blue color shirt~~~
the most challenging task now is learning japanese~~well,it is interesting but nothing is easy~~ i have to learn the hiragana within a week and there will be a spelling test next week...hajimemashite..watashi wa cecellia desu...Utar no gakusei desu~~~ dozo yoroshiku onegaishimase...
gambateh
2012年6月6日星期三
KL life~
Indeed~ I have stayed here almost 2 weeks ady~
I have gone through different life here~
although the study environment has changed,my classmates are almost the same~almost all of us from physics stream come here~
My FIRST year, FIRST sem and SECOND week here~
yup~KL is very hot~ almost 38 degree celsius~
The aircond in the DK4 seems doesnt work at all~~calm down~~there is still 3 more years to go!
Went to KLCC last week~with my senior and YUjin~yup~~overspent~but this is not the main point ok?~
nothing to shop but can see many tourists from other country~all white in color...><
we have walked for a long long journey~first time took LRT although i have to stand over the journey~
LAstly~we chased the bus to go back~ I like the night view very much!
IT's ok with the meal in KL~well~IT's TOO expensive~but that is quite normal in KL~
I found that SETAPAK is full of "Ban Mian"~~what pattern also can be found~yet,the price~~~
I have been tested almost all of the restaurants here~OMg~what am I going to eat in the next 3 years~~???FAINT!
I am quite free these days because some of the classes will only start next week~yet,i have to go to school for 6 days? Why meiguan has only 4 school days but I am HAVING 6 DAYS instead? unfair!! This will be going on for 4 months as well~oh god
the thing that i really cant tahan is the FREE Karaoke !!! It is done 3 times per day~! HOw am I going to tahan all these~~well~~~the most important thing is the high key~~~!! OMG~~IT annoys me again~~AH AH AH~~~
ALL in all ,I hope everything wil be fine in these 3 years~ i wish~~
I have gone through different life here~
although the study environment has changed,my classmates are almost the same~almost all of us from physics stream come here~
My FIRST year, FIRST sem and SECOND week here~
yup~KL is very hot~ almost 38 degree celsius~
The aircond in the DK4 seems doesnt work at all~~calm down~~there is still 3 more years to go!
Went to KLCC last week~with my senior and YUjin~yup~~overspent~but this is not the main point ok?~
nothing to shop but can see many tourists from other country~all white in color...><
we have walked for a long long journey~first time took LRT although i have to stand over the journey~
LAstly~we chased the bus to go back~ I like the night view very much!
IT's ok with the meal in KL~well~IT's TOO expensive~but that is quite normal in KL~
I found that SETAPAK is full of "Ban Mian"~~what pattern also can be found~yet,the price~~~
I have been tested almost all of the restaurants here~OMg~what am I going to eat in the next 3 years~~???FAINT!
I am quite free these days because some of the classes will only start next week~yet,i have to go to school for 6 days? Why meiguan has only 4 school days but I am HAVING 6 DAYS instead? unfair!! This will be going on for 4 months as well~oh god
the thing that i really cant tahan is the FREE Karaoke !!! It is done 3 times per day~! HOw am I going to tahan all these~~well~~~the most important thing is the high key~~~!! OMG~~IT annoys me again~~AH AH AH~~~
ALL in all ,I hope everything wil be fine in these 3 years~ i wish~~
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