15/10/2012

yeah~today is my first day for my new sem~
i was unwilling to wake up =[
my timetable cacat one!!
one class each day!! can't go bec home town oftenly~ T.T

as winny said, to be the winner of the war and love~
for me, war is somehow the war in myself~
which means i have to fight for my new sem ~
by the way,i have no subject that is 'major' in this sem @@
no GPA will be calculated~omg~ the war of fighting for my timetable

next~
to be the winner of love~
i am gonna to find someone
-that love me more than i lobbe him
-look like a kid when be wit me
-care everything about me
-count ‘大姨妈’ hahahahaha
talking nonsense already ^^

hope to settle my timetable soon T.T

约定

一次偶然的机会
开始了美丽的回忆~
然而，这一切
可以复杂得难以捉摸，
却可以简单得让人叹息~

三年，在这里要呆上三年诶~
漫长 o.0
心不断悸动，想要开始，却害怕结束~
什么嘛~
@@
我接受不到咯~~~~~~~
我要回家！！
回家！！

开心~马桶里的心~
总不会污染了纯洁的心~
我是上天派来的驯兽师~
把这匹马训服~
我有信心~ ^^

记得啊~三年~ ^^

30/8/2012

迈入第十四个星期，小考都纷纷落幕，迎接我的将会是断断续续的挑战~
考试不断~挫折一波接着一波~
没有喘息的机会~
在这里遇到了各种各样的角色~

最重要的是遇到一个算是知己的，蓝颜还是红颜，哈哈~自己猜~
这个人，我没话说~
完美？不算~
总是为别人着想~
害怕我累坏~急着要帮我完成功课~
害怕我忘记睡觉，每天都会定时提醒我去睡觉~

还有另一个，
蓝颜还是红颜，也是自己猜，哈哈哈哈~
这个人，
也是一个只会想别人的~
害怕我饿坏，定时叫我吃饭，就算肥死也要饱死~
害怕我背痛，每天都会讯息来叫我做运动~
简直是长气到没有人有~

我很珍惜这两个人~只希望这一切可以维持下去~不变~
因为我暂时不想有任何的改变~
我自私的希望着~

迷惑

1990
一个让我错愕的数字
虽然只是简简单单~

那又怎样？
不干我的事
相遇
只是为下一次的分离做准备~

一次又一次的侵入
俘虏了一切~
我的无意
却发现了
你的有意~

阿婆
你最在意的词语
我却
放肆
一次又一次的
挑起你的~

我现在只想阻止这一切
我受够了
对不起
原谅我的小气
我只是
不喜欢你的一句无所谓
讨厌你的随意

不能习惯~
也要习惯
习惯你会带来的错愕
就像第一次

20/7/2012

我得一句“我讨厌抽烟的人”
你竟然可以马上说“如果你不喜欢，我可以戒掉”
我很感动~你会听我说~
我只希望，把你拉出深渊~
3.0。。
你可以的~

10/7/2012

当我以为一切都是理所当然时，
原来一切都只是一厢情愿
笑自己傻
傻得太傻
傻得笨
傻得白痴
一次又一次的伤害
一次又一次的教训
原来一直活在梦里
多少的夜晚
都是在泪床中度过
转过头
才发现
都白流了
不值得
一句话
你是？？
哈哈
太傻
太傻
无言
无奈
。。。。
原来梦醒了
就是现实
我宁愿一辈子醒不来
至少不用承受醒来过后的感伤
伤？
不够伤
伤了又怎样
跌了又怎样
爬起来就好
到头来
只不过是熟悉的陌生人
在意什么
没什么值得在意
答应自己
放纵了
就该醒了。。

7/7/2012

生活很累，也许是因为某些事~
很累很累~想着些无关要的~
回忆是什么？
我可以不要嘛？
折磨~
谁说忘记不需要努力~
骗人的~
心很疼~
很疼~
低估了你带来的伤害~
我以为一切已成为过去
原来一直以来，我只是带上了伪装的面具。
让人猜不透！
也不想让人猜~
我不好~
我很累~
我不想想~
但是没办法不想~
你给我的太多。。
留下的更多！
多到我无法透气~
泪，再次流下。。
擦不完~
也不想擦~
不知道有哪一天，那个情景又发生~
你开始这一切，
最后让我结束吧！

1/7/2012

七月的第一天，那么快，半年就过了，很快，2012就要过了~
今天很不快乐，虽然Japanese 的ONline Quiz拿满分，但是~~
想哭，却哭不出，是眼泪流干了吗？还是自己其实没那么难过。。
給了教训，痛的，竟然是自己。。是感情太丰富？还是。。
我不懂~原来自己还是躲在框框里，锁死了，看不到外面~~
那又怎样？
没事的。。屡次告诉自己，提醒自己，没什么大不了。。过了就好~
反正一切不会有什么改变。。
放空，回想自己的傻，无知。。。
笑笑~过了一天，反正自己没什么时间，过了就好~

recording~~

hehehe~~ i am going to record something here~~><

yeah~~finally i asked what kek lam is studying right now~~something make me shock,he said he is taking chinese medicine..something unpredictable...and he has to study for 5 more years!!oh my god~~

another thing is i have broke my own record! i slept at 6am because of watching euro cup 2012~~unbelievable~~and some how kah shen also watched the same match in ghany's corner~~ he wonder why was i watching euro cup as he saw no girls in the ghany's corner~~~
haha~i invited him to kl to watch football along and yet he said it is too far .however he asked me to go bec kampar since kl has no leng zai at all...by the way,i dont think there is any in kampar too...he said he is the only one there~~walao!!he looked so different that day!!

and i found something ~~~robert,my housemate seems to be fired ady....because he dint go for work for some many days ady...he said human lives to enjoy but not work!! @@ whatever...his business~~

18/06/2012

yup! is already 12am midnight~~~~
and what am i doing? i suppose to sleep at this moment~~
well~~ this is very normal since i came here for 4th week

i encounter the haze here...this may b the 2nd time~~
and the consequence is i got sick!!
whao~~ mayb because of the chocolate drink i took in starbucks ~~~haze some more~~
that's why~~ my body cannot fight against them~~
haiz~~
i am so worry~~i hope i can recover by today before i go to school~~
i dont want to be sick~~ so pity!!

YEAR 1 Sem 1 WEek 2

already week 2 in Setapak~

what can i say about Setapak? nothing interesting~~ i think the most annoying is the toilet problem~~ i think the house leader already impatient...hehehe

oh ya! i made some friends here~the first one should be o-level~ well , i only know his chinese name..he is quite weird ...somehow i can say is terrible~~he can appear in front of us any time as he wishes...and this made me feel weird and i duno how to describe~~ ok, i am happy of being his friend as long as he behaves as normal as others..

the second one is a girl, i also know her chinese name only...she is quite nice as well~~from PJ campus~~

few days ago,we met an indian man on the way to the bus station. He seemed to be so weird and terrible~~ he followed where we went and continuously waving his hand...we were so shocked and ran away with a UTAR girl as well.Finally, we have to take metrobus instead of waiting the UTAR bus ...and this made me sweat before the class started.. fortunately, i wore dark blue color shirt~~~

the most challenging task now is learning japanese~~well,it is interesting but nothing is easy~~ i have to learn the hiragana within a week and there will be a spelling test next week...hajimemashite..watashi wa cecellia desu...Utar no gakusei desu~~~ dozo yoroshiku onegaishimase...

gambateh

KL life~

Indeed~ I have stayed here almost 2 weeks ady~
I have gone through different life here~
although the study environment has changed,my classmates are almost the same~almost all of us from physics stream come here~

My FIRST year, FIRST sem and SECOND week here~
yup~KL is very hot~ almost 38 degree celsius~
The aircond in the DK4 seems doesnt work at all~~calm down~~there is still 3 more years to go!

Went to KLCC last week~with my senior and YUjin~yup~~overspent~but this is not the main point ok?~
nothing to shop but can see many tourists from other country~all white in color...><
we have walked for a long long journey~first time took LRT although i have to stand over the journey~
LAstly~we chased the bus to go back~ I like the night view very much!

IT's ok with the meal in KL~well~IT's TOO expensive~but that is quite normal in KL~
I found that SETAPAK is full of "Ban Mian"~~what pattern also can be found~yet,the price~~~
I have been tested almost all of the restaurants here~OMg~what am I going to eat in the next 3 years~~???FAINT!

I am quite free these days because some of the classes will only start next week~yet,i have to go to school for 6 days? Why meiguan has only 4 school days but I am HAVING 6 DAYS instead? unfair!! This will be going on for 4 months as well~oh god

the thing that i really cant tahan is the FREE Karaoke !!! It is done 3 times per day~! HOw am I going to tahan all these~~well~~~the most important thing is the high key~~~!! OMG~~IT annoys me again~~AH AH AH~~~

ALL in all ,I hope everything wil be fine in these 3 years~ i wish~~

18/4/2012

我讨厌吃药，
因为我吞不下去。
但是，
今天，它又来了，
很痛很痛。。
每次脚麻痹时，我都会想到他的劝告，
叫我把脚浸在热水里，
但是，我只做了一次。
每次疼痛的时候，
我只能努力地搽药~
很努力，很努力的~
很努力的不用热水~
我做到了~

14/4/2012

做人真的很累~
需要兼顾很多东西~
也许自己高估了自己的能力~
原来是在意的~
请不要对我那么好！
我会觉得理所当然的~
我欠你的，实在是太多太多了~
在朋友的立场，你做的，太多了。。
多得我不懂要怎么还~
已经足够了~太多了~
你给我太多，我会奢望更多~
对不起~
是我的问题~
一次就够了~
我发誓，不会有下次了！
我欠你太多太多了~
求求你，不要对我太好~

so what?

今天异常的感受到了地震~其实应该是余震而已~
我在想，在印尼的他们应该是受了不少的苦吧？
对他们来说，生存是一种奢望~
难道这是地球发出的警报？
如果大家都把今天当作在地球上的最后一天，
也许在某些事情上不会再那么执著。。

那天过了。。原本是忘了这件事，但是老天爷好像有意让我想起。。
so what?我还不是好好的？我还是有日子照过~
如果世界末日随时都会来到，这件事对我来说根本微不足道~
我现在应该做的，就是享受现在，活在当下~反正日子照过嘛！

上个星期，终于欣赏到与众不同的sketch presentation了。
“我要云吞面，不要云吞，不要面~”
“那就更好啦！只剩下汤~”
这句真好笑~我到现在还能笑出来~
哈哈哈哈哈哈！！
难得看到秉烽跳舞~~还看到把内衣穿在外头的“妈妈”~~
一直耍帅的Andy~搞笑的Waiter~~霸道的Selina~
真是让我大开眼界~享受那一刻~

快要接近尾声了，最后一次去金宝的夜市，最后一次去Tesco，最后一次在金宝上课~
下次回来，应该是三年后吧？
再见啦！

忙碌的一周~

这个星期只能用忙来形容。。星期一回来金宝后，星期二就得忙着做report,assignment...

我很庆幸我有两个很好的队友，对！OPTICS的！他们好他们太多了，我真的很庆幸，谢谢老天爷这次把他们俩带到我面前，让我们有缘成为队友，我很珍惜我们之间的友情...

另外，我也很庆幸这次有芷君，让我们的assignment进行得很顺利~我们不分彼此，把工作做好~只求获得好的分数~我会珍惜~

当然少不了THEN，她可说是很好的队友，IC的~我们一起做试验，一起讨论report的discussion。。。

很快的，W10就来了，忙碌已经敲我房门，没一天是闲着~

我享受着~~~~

My 1st time

today,ya,i have my KFC lunch in Tesco by today...
with meiguan...
this was my first time having lunch in KFC...spent RM 7++
besides,we have bought a lot of stuff in Tesco...
onions,carrot(only 1),potatoes(for ABC soup),cabbage(a big one) and so on......
we have spent more than 2 hours in Tesco....rode my lovely bike there across UTAR....

yahoo............is already week 7 !!
so excited,8 more weeks to go.......
but...............
the exam is coming soon........
oh my god...........
3.85...
wakaka......

i read 当爱滋生时，not bad lar....
sharing her life,others' life..
by the way,i have not finished it yet.........
because i have a lot of messy things to settle.......
tutorials lar.........revision lar.....read book lar....find info lar....

haiz.................

Utar fest

SAT,10pm

We ride to school at 10am to participate UTAR 10 years anniversary..
yes!This was my first time joining this kind of activity in UTAR..I was so excited and expected there will be a lot stalls and stations..

We seemed to be a little bit late because the open ceremony had started when we passed by block A!Someone was giving his speech there..

We bought nasi lemak as our "brunch" and a cup of free tea from Bill...so nice...

After that, we walked around and snapped some photos :)

2pm,we waited in A003 for the coming public speaking competition...wao!!There are so many people until we had to sit on the stairs...  XP
The first speaker is from SMK Seri Kampar,Yit Ho,who did not do well in his performance ( i think so )...Judy,she is the best speaker for me...expressed the points very well......Vannissa,the champion,the kopi susu....hahaha....The last one whom i admired the most,Khoo Ji Weng,got the first runner up! His style of expressing ideas let me admired him at the first glance...well done!
I am not going to talk about the uni category..hehe..i think school category is better..

We went back at 4pm maybe,rained that day.....

I have so much fun there,maybe is the first time and the last time for me...but i appreciate what i had from there :)

重新开始

一口气就把你们丢了，因为这一次，我真的成功了！
好像很容易，手一按，就没了，洒脱！

呵呵，新的学期开始啦！很满意我的学分，虽然比上次差了一点，但是还是保持在3.7，遗憾的是没能达到3.8。。意思是我得拿到3.85才可以免奖学金。。。好像有难度（根本就是）。。管他的，新学期才刚开始咧！

这次，OPTICS遇到了不错的队友，很健谈，另一个虽然才第一次见面，但还是希望能合作愉快啦。。哈哈。。说到队友，我竟然今天才发现之前的队友竟然有双胞胎哥哥。开始时，我还以为自己见鬼（看照片）。哈哈哈哈，真可笑，好像山番。。嘻嘻嘻。。不错啦，跟前队友的互动多了，后悔那么迟才开始熟络，好像有点太迟的感觉。。无所谓啦，见面没那么尴尬就好。。

这次来了angrybird...竟然那么多堂课“撞”在一起？！算了算了，人不犯我，我不犯人咯。。什么鬼？？还有blackforest,别再让我遇到他啦。。他很恐怖咧。。。practical同班就算了。。一个就够了。。哎。。

这个sem过后，就要到KL去。。找房间？乱水。。。wangsa maju?genting kelang?可以直接住UTAR吗？？？？？？？呵呵呵。。是这样的咯。。。随便啦。。

就这样，新的开始！！我要score3.85!!!!!加油~~~